I have posted many updates about the things that have been happening here in our home with our 13-year-old daughter. We have seen shadow figures, full apparitions, orbs, and light energies, we have seen fan light chains pulled, and lights go off and on, as well as felt the chill and touch of something in the hallways and stairway of our home. We have had to burn books, burn sage, chalk each other, and pray with each other to keep us safe from evil entities. It all seems to center around our daughter.
Tonight, I saw a program that I just caught the tail end of a few times before. It was called Psychic Kids, and it was actually a pretty good show, other than the fact that it seems to focus on being scared. The mothers are always very clingy and protective, and it seems like they make the situation way worse than it has to be.
I know that I go down and sit with Sera, but I don’t feed into the fear. I try to sit with her and understand what is going on, and then talk to her about why it might be happening. We have tried to talk to them to find out what it is that they want, and we have tried to tell them to go away when we need rest. For the most part, I think that she has become less afraid, but more frustrated because they don’t seem to want to leave us alone.
A friend of mine suggested that we contact these people, after she read some of our posts. I have thought about it, and maybe it would be a good experience for her to meet other kids that are going through similar things. I know that I would have been happy to meet other kids with my abilities when I was growing up. I had to live and learn through it all alone, my parents did not talk about these things growing up, even though they both experienced similar things. It wasn’t until I was an adult that I found out about it. I guess she is lucky to at least have me.
This movie came out this year, and was actually recommended by my father, who saw it in a movie theater. That really surprised me. He said it is not good for the kids, but it ended up being a movie that they watch over, and over again, and again! I found a trailer on YouTube….yes, YouTube! Enjoy, and go watch it, I loved it.
We have been sharing our 3 bedroom home with an uninvited guest, of the paranormal kind, for well over 3 months now. It’s bad enough to have a living, breathing guest that won’t leave, but worse to have one that comes home at all hours of the day or night, without any regard for your sleep. It has been rough on my family, and I just realized how sleep deprived we have all been, especially my kids. Sera rarely gets a full nights sleep, and is exhausted by the weekend. It’s no wonder we all can get so grumpy at any given moment.
Yesterday, I decided that as soon as we can get the money, we are going to have to move. The kids will never be relaxed here because too much has happened. Every noise that they hear, spirit or no spirit, is always going to be a spirit, because that is the way they have been conditioned. It doesn’t matter how many times I tell them that it is a protective spirit or that it is not here to hurt us, it will never be the same. My two-year-old will always see the monster in the closet, my four-year-old will always want someone to go with here any times she leaves the room, my 11-year-old will always sleep with all the lights on, and my oldest daughter will never get any sleep. We will always hear someone walking up and down the stairs, because that is just the way it is.
Yesterday, my 11-year-old, Jake, was here sitting on the couch with his little sister when they heard something walk down the stairs. Jake usually handles it all pretty well, but this time he was sitting and saw and felt something put a hand on his knee and whatever it was held it there for a while. He was scared but did not panic, just sat there waiting for it to go. He isn’t sure how long it was there, but was pretty excited about it and talked about it for the next few hours. They took a little longer than usual to fall asleep last night again, I think it was about 11:15pm. Definitely not the time school aged kids should be going to sleep.
So, I am not sure when, but we will have to move to see if we can get some peace and quiet. I know that there is a chance we will find more ghosts in a new house, or that these will follow us, but that is a chance we are willing to take. This had definitely not been fun!
Well the kids continue to feel uncomfortable in the upstairs bedrooms so Jason and I have decided that we would give up our large master suite and move upstairs into the kids rooms. Oh, the things we do for those we love…They have all been sleeping in the same room anyway and it seems that most of the activity in the house is located on the stairs, loft and upper bedrooms. Jason and I spent most of the afternoon and evening moving and rearranging furniture….again. All of this because we love our kids. Maybe now the kids will be able to sleep better and Jason and I can actually sleep in the same room. I don’t think that moving is an option because “he” will only move with us. We have continued to sage and perform our protection prayer. We will see how this works for now.
